Saturday, June 30, 2018

the favorite finally writes on the blog



       January 24 was arguably the worst day of my life. Before all of this I somewhat knew what was going on and just knew that Wood Group was trying to screw my uncle and my Dad over. My Dad came and got me on January 23rd and told me exactly what was happening. I had no worries at all once he told me what was happening and I fully understood. I understood why he couldn't come on a cruise with our family because he wasn't allowed to go out of the country with us. I understood why he would go out to dinner for a long time explaining to people exactly what happened. January 24th I realized that anything is possible. I asked my Dad what the chances of him going to jail were and he said 2%... Yet here we are. 

The day I found out Me and Maggie stayed home because we both knew about the whole thing and that our dad is at court. We were sitting on our couch watching TV when Maggie got a phone call from mom and I saw the happiness in maggies face drop. Maggie hung up the phone and I asked maggie what mom said and she said "We will be home soon, Dad has to take a break for awhile..." Maggie was trying her best to not scare me and it somewhat worked. I thought it was literally going to be like 2 months that he was gone so I was all good while Maggie went to go pickup Navy and Lizza from school. 

After a long time of anxiously waiting for the arrival of my mom to tell my other sisters what was happening, I suddenly heard the door open and slowly saw both sides of my family come into the house. I went over and they all hugged me but it was a different type of hug. They hugged me tight and long. As soon as I saw my Papa's eyes full with tears I knew something was wrong. Navy looked at me and asked me where our Dad was. I didn't know what to say, so I didn't say anything as my Uncle Bouk told all of us to sit down. I couldn't stand seeing Navy this confused and annoyed that no matter who she asked, her question would not be answered. Bouk started to tell us what was happening. We all started to cry as we saw everybody in the room break down...


     Ever since this happened I have been completely fine. Except with football season is coming up soon and it hit me that this is my first year ever playing without my Dad coaching me. My Dad was a very good coach and knew how to make me better. I guess yelling at me helped me a lot, and I will miss my Dad yelling my name when I audible out of the play. I will miss him telling me he's proud of me after the game is over, I will miss him comparing himself to Bill Belichick after every game. I know as long as I keep doing what he would expect of me, our family won't have collateral damage like the judge wanted us to.

   Almost everyday I have somebody reach out to me and ask me how I am. That means a lot to me and my family. We all have been good, and i've been proud of my family and how they have all handled this. Especially when Elder Stephenson came. He came and talked about each and everyone of us at stake conference. I felt so much better for my mom after she received a blessing from him. We were so blessed to have him here and for all of our friends and family look out for us, and those who act like another dad to me, and for my friends who have gotten even closer with me now.

   Soon summer will be over which means my dad is even closer. It'll all go by fast especially with how busy my family is and me doing things that my dad did growing up like working at my Papa's ranch. I know this is good for my family and I can't wait to see my Dad home soon.

Well thank you for reading my story see ya next time have a nice day-Jack














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Addendum and update..

Somehow the first part of Brandon's post didn't make it on the original post so I added it today. He wanted me to pass along that their email system is messed up so he hasn't been able to recieve or respond. He doesn't know how long until it's working but with our luck, he will be on a fire before it's up and running. 

He is currently in Rifle, as I previously said, he left for the Oak Meadows Fire the morning I was there to see him. Unfortunately or fortunately depending on how you look at it, the fire was small and they were back in Rifle 2 days later. 

There are almost 10 fires burning in Colorado as of today and his team is sitting in Rifle waiting to get put back on the board so they can go back out. There was some sort of drama with someone doing something stupid so they are all just waiting around for that to get taken care of. Brandon is so frustrated and having his first weekend without visitors since he's been there. 

We are heading back to Colorado Thursday, so I'm not holding my breath he will still be in Rifle come next weekend. Of course that would be great if he's out on a fire, but we would miss seeing him again...prison problems.

Brandon sends his love and appreciates the letters, hearing the comments/texts about the blog and apologizes about the email situation. The good thing is, he has had time to catch up on his blog posts so hopefully it'll be up by Monday or Tuesday. Happy 4th of July from all of us!

Brandon Stephens, Weld County Jail, Wood Group, Sentenced, 5 Years, Prison, NFL, DRDC, Rifle Correctional Center, Colorado Department of Corrections, Jail, Judge Quammen, Steve Wrenn, Weld County, Executive, Oil, Gas, White Collar, Wood, BYU, Masters Degree, Colorado State University, SWIFT, Firefighter, Wildland, Sawyer, Fire, Inmate, Brandon Stokey, Miracles, Centennial Community Correctional Center, Delta Correctional Center, DRDC, Denver Diagnostic and Reception Center, Felony, Sallie Stephens, Greeley Tribune, Judge Thomas Quammen, DA Steve Wrenn, Weld County Court, Oil & Gas,. Halfway House, Centennial Community Correction Center, CCTC, Felon, 416 Fire, Silver Creek Fire, Spring Fire, Cabin Lake Fire

Monday, June 25, 2018

Rookie Fire

*At 5am on the morning of June 2, our entire facility was woken up by the announcement that our fire crew had been anticipating for months.


-"SWIFT, Report to the Dome."-

In our world this is the equivalent of the bell going off at the local fire station. We all jumped out of bed and headed down to dress out and get our buggies loaded. For security reasons, they will not tell us where we are going but we all knew we were headed to the "416 fire" in Durango, Colorado. We had been following the news on the fire for a few days and we knew that it was growing bigger by the hour and it was now threatening structures.

We got dressed in our fire clothes, packed our tents and sleeping bags and loaded everything on our buggies, I wondered how it would be before I would speak to Sallie and the kids again. We have a pre-arranged standing call at 10am each morning and she knew if I didn't call that was her signal we had been dispatched onto a fire.

My entire body was full of adrenaline knowing that we were headed out to a fire (with a buggy that was 100% mechanically sound mind you). The drive down to Durango is typically a 4-5 hour drive but due to road closures from the fire, our drive took 7.5 hours. When we were within 100 miles, we could see the smoke billowing over the San Juan National Forest. The mountains in that part of Colorado are amazing-so majestic and beautiful.

As we got closer and closer to Durango, there were more and more emergency response vehicles on the highway. Hot Shot Crews from as far away as California, Montana, and Oregon, were following the same highways to reach the same destination. It felt like we were a part of some great war-time mobilization where infantry units were being summoned from all corners of the United States to come and fight a common enemy. Over the course of the next 16 days, I would realize just how true that comparison was. As we approached the fire location, ash was falling out of the sky, flames could be seen from miles away-we had no idea that we were getting ready to battle the 5th largest fire in Colorado State history.

As we pulled onto main street in Durango, I was amazed at how beautiful the city is. It was surreal to see the bumper to bumper traffic of fire response vehicles. There were buggies, engines, logistics semis, campers and every other type of vehicle imaginable. As these large caravans of fire vehicles made their way through the town, we were all greeted by residents with cheers and signs. (the residents of Durango and Hermosa would end up being one of the great highlights of my first fire.) It was like being apart of the world's biggest parade.

Base camp for the fire crews was at a ski resort located 10-15 miles north of Durango. The name of the resort-Purgatory. For our entire stay at the camp, I smiled every time I considered the irony that we were fighting a fire while based in "Purgatory!" The resort is not very big and looked like it had just been opened in recent years-it reminded me of the mountain I grew up skiing on-Beaver Mountain. We setup our own tents right under the ski lift-it felt so good to be in the mountains camping.

Forest fires are classified with 5 levels of severity. The small to medium fires typically fall into categories 3-5. The larger fires that require massive amounts of resources fall into categories 1 and 2. When we arrived on the 416 fire it was a level 2. The upgrade from a level 3 to level 2 is pretty significant for a couple of reasons-
a level 2 fire has 500+ firefighters and there is a huge logistical consideration to support that many people. Tent space, bathrooms, showers, food, computers for the Incident Management Team. As we were setting up our tent and camp, the semi-trucks were rolling in one after another with all of the support equipment for the battle that was about to begin. We grabbed a quick bite to eat and got ready to go to bed- we knew we a lot of work ahead of us. Our camp was located 3-5 miles from the fire but as I climbed into my tent to get some sleep you could see the black sky glowing in the distance from the flames of the 3000 degree fire. I took the rain flap off my tent so I could see the stars as I fell asleep. It was one of the best night's sleep I've had in the past 5 months.

I was awoken the next morning by my watch alarm-even though I had slept well 4:50 am hurts. As we lined up to go to breakfast, I was amazed at the transformation that had taken place overnight to base camp. Where there was only a field the night before, there was now a small city. Hundreds of temporary buildings had been put together during the night. There was an entire food are complete with a kitchen and tent to accommodate 500+ people. There were hundreds of ports-potties and huge semis full of bottled water and Powerade. I was proud to see that the caterer was a group called Mormon Lake Lodge-and the food they made us throughout the fire made me even prouder!

As we made our way through base camp, it was hard not to gawk at many of the other fire crews-especially the Hot Shot Crews. As an inmate crew, we're looked at as far inferior to the regular crews (the truth of this view is up for debate). For those of you who have ever seen the movie, "Cool Runnings", I kind of felt like we were the Jamaican Bobsled Team being compared to the German and Swiss teams. We were the Rudys on the fire-the truth is we train both physically and mentally as much as any of the other teams-we just have the stigma of being inmates.

Each morning the Incident Command Team holds a meeting to brief all of the crew supervisors on the fire and to give out assignments. One of the big announcements that came out of the first morning briefings was that in the coming days the fire would be reclassified as a Type I fire-the biggest one. And the funding for the project would be done through FEMA-it was awesome to be involved in a fire of this magnitude for my rookie fire debut!

We anxiously waited at our buggies for our bosses to come back and tell us what our crew assignments would be. We hoped that we would be apart of the initial, direct attack groups that would be on the front lines of the fire. Realistically, we knew we'd be given more of a supportive role where we conduct "indirect attack" on the fire-at least until we could prove to the fire management team that we were a good crew. Our bosses came back to let us know that we had been assigned to the "structures group". One of the reasons why the 416 fire had been moved to a Type 1-2 fire was because it was threatening structures-houses, ranches, resorts, etc. The Structures Team was put together to help protect all of the structures from being damaged by the fire. It was a unique assignment because it added an "urban interface" to wildland firefighting but as we had expected-it was as far away as you could get from the front lines of the fire. 

We were assigned to a beautiful area called Hermosa Creek. Hermosa is full of beautiful mountain homes-many of which are surrounded by beautiful fruit orchards, groves of Aspen and HUGE Ponderosa Pines. When we were first assigned to Hermosa Creek, the fire was 2-3 miles away and entirely on the other side of the mountain. But computer models showed that there was a 30-40% chance that due to wind and dry conditions, the fire would make it into our area and threaten homes.

Even though our assignment wasn't what we wanted, we made the commitment that we would work as if we were on the front lines of the fire. So from 7 am to 8 pm everyday, we built fire line around every home we could. We cut down huge swaths of trees, bushes and grass. We meticulously dug 24" wide fire lines around every house and structure that we could. It was extremely tedious work but we took pride in knowing that if the fire made it down into the canyon-everything we were doing to protect people's homes was going to make a difference. We would make the drive back to camp each night and drive right past the front lines of the fire. You could see the flames on the mountain chewing through the trees like some great monster-and as bad as we wanted to be on those front lines-we knew we had our assignment and we would see it through.

On the morning of the 4th day our bosses told us the computer modeling was now saying that there was a 70% that the fire would make it's way down into the area we were working. This gave us all a greater resolve to do everything we could to protect the homes in the area from the possibility of fire. In the afternoon of that 4th day, the winds changed and the fire made a run that would change everything for us. The wind pushed the fire up of the top of the mountain and for the first time, we had a constant view of our enemy. In the course of an hour, all of the action on the fire, shifted to our side of the mountain. The Chinook helicopters, the 747 jets that were dropping retardant, all the support airplanes-everything was happening right on top of us.

 By the next morning, the computer modeling had the probability of the fire coming into Hermosa Creek at 90%. Instead of us being sent to the front lines-the front lines had been sent to us. We were proud to find out that we were being kept on our structure protection detail with the fire approaching. We worked around the clock to build fire line around the remaining homes. Bulldozers were brought in to build massive fire breaks in the timber-preparing for the oncoming inferno.

At about 3pm the wind picked up to 30mph and it was clear that the fire was going to make a push down the canyon and into the neighborhoods. I was absolutely amazed how fast and furious the wind can move fire. Within only hours, the fire had been moved from the top of the canyon to the bottom and it looked like nothing could stop it. We were now only hundreds of yards away from the fire that just a few days ago had been miles away. The Hot Shot Crews moved in and working side by side we did everything we could to slow that fire down. It was hard not to get distracted by the airshow that was going on above our heads-helicopters and jets were diving out of the sky to drop water and retardant to slow the from flames that were eating up the mountain. I was shocked how intense the heat was despite being hundreds of yards away. It was scary hot. But we all had to focus on our jobs and not let the aircraft or the heat of the oncoming fire distract us. 

The fire was so hot that it was moving through the tree tops-instead of along the ground. As the fire screamed down closer to the houses, the commanders put  their contingency plan in motion. Using our fire lines around the homes as a starting point, the Hot Shots handled the back burning, we stood our ground around the structures putting out any spot fires that were created by the inferno. The fire gave us hell until 10pm and then upvalley winds started and the wall of fire retreated. We were all exhausted but we were so proud as we loaded up our gear-not a single structure had burned. Our lines that just days before had seemed insignificant-had actually saved people's homes.

The next morning as we arrived into Hermosa to begin another day of work, we were greeted by huge crowds of residents. They had lined the streets to cheer us on. By the end of day, we had been given more cookies than you could ever imagine. Little kids would come up and tell us that they wanted to be firefighters-it was really special. The people of Hermosa were absolutely amazing.

We would spend 16 total days fighting the 416 fire. After the fire made it's push into Hermosa Creek it went over the mountain to the Falls Creek where we spent the next week protecting structures. I am so proud to say that not one structure was lost on our shift. 

The people of Durango/Hermosa treated us so well. They would cheer us on with signs every morning and night. Some of them even flashed us things we haven't seen in months. :)

Fire season is officially here and I can't wait to see what other adventures the Fire Gods have in store for the Juniper Valley Swift Crew.

Brandon Stephens, Weld County Jail, Wood Group, Sentenced, 5 Years, Prison, NFL, DRDC, Rifle Correctional Center, Colorado Department of Corrections, Jail, Judge Quammen, Steve Wrenn, Weld County, Executive, Oil, Gas, White Collar, Wood, BYU, Masters Degree, Colorado State University, SWIFT, Firefighter, Wildland, Sawyer, Fire, Inmate, Brandon Stokey, Miracles, Centennial Community Correctional Center, Delta Correctional Center, DRDC, Denver Diagnostic and Reception Center, Felony, Sallie Stephens, Greeley Tribune, Judge Thomas Quammen, DA Steve Wrenn, Weld County Court, Oil & Gas,. Halfway House, Centennial Community Correction Center, CCTC, Felon, 416 Fire, Silver Creek Fire, Spring Fire, Cabin Lake Fire

Sunday, June 24, 2018

5 MONTHS TODAY

Today marks five months since Brandon's sentencing. To so many time has gone fast, for us it's hard to say. Some days time has been flying, but on others, the hours drag on. There are days where I just count down until I can go to bed.  I am so proud of us for surviving these 5 months and I'm so sad my kids have had to live without him this long. I'm sure I sound crazier than normal, but I don't know how else to describe it.

Last Thursday I had emailed a request to visit the following Monday knowing Sunday was going to be the day he was traveling back to Rifle. The kids and I were heading to Utah for a few weeks so it was perfect timing as we headed to Rifle Sunday evening. I didn't have a guarantee we would be able to see him but I was optimistic. As it turned out, we weren't able to see him and I was surprisingly emotional about it. I know it's hard for the staff at the facility to get a special visit arranged but I was so disappointed and then to have my kids watching me break down, it was awful. I am usually really good about keeping it together, but not this time.

As it would go, we headed to Utah and Brandon was still in Rifle as of Friday. So with Maggie and Jack up at the Ranch, I decided to head back to Rifle to see him Saturday. My poor girls, Navy and Elizabeth wanted to see him but had enough of driving for a week so they went to stay at Brandon's parents for the couple of days I was gone. I left Friday and found myself in the same hotel I had been at 4 days ago and I was thrilled knowing I would see him the next morning at 9am. I was so tired I don't even know what time I fell asleep but the next thing I know my phone was buzzing.

I saw it was Brandon and that it was 6:06 am. My stomach dropped and I knew he wasn't calling to say good morning. I answered and his voice gave him away immediately. "Hey Sal, this just isn't our week to see each other. We are heading out right now on a fire."

I don't really remember what I said, I know I didn't say much. I felt so bad for him, but felt even worse for myself. What were the chances? It was awful and I knew I was going to go another couple of weeks without hearing from him at all. The only positive of it was he was going out again and he would be busy and happy.

Brandon has a post coming, hopefully tomorrow, but I wanted to just post as today is another milestone. I keep telling myself I am lucky he will eventually be coming home but then I find myself feeling like this is a cruel form of torture. Everything I do, everywhere I go reminds me of him and that he's not here. I know, I know it could be worse but knowing he could be with us, it's a whole different kind of pain and a level of loneliness I have never known. Life goes on, people have their lives to live and own worries. I don't pretend to be the only one who has hard things going on, it's just hard to navigate alone. There is that feeling of just wishing he was here to help me handle things or to give me a hug and tell me it's going to be okay. That's what I really miss, I miss him hugging me. I miss alot of things but a real hug from him is what I need and crave.

Nothing about this is easy. I'm sure people are over this whole thing and tired of hearing about it or me talking about it. There are some who don't even ask about him at all and I'm not quite sure how to reconcile that. I get it, I'm sick of me too. I wish I didn't have anything to ask about! I am so tired of getting out of bed every morning and looking at the clock to see if I can go to bed yet. It is a miserable way to live, being my friend would be annoying, exhausting.  People keep saying, "you will find out who your true friends are." The thing is, I don't want too. I have been heartbroken by some and enheartend by others. It's a terrible thing to witness, I wish I didn't have to know. I don't know how to do this, it's my first time and I am just trying to keep my kids from becoming victims of my mishandling and my ignorance. I'm tired of being tired, I'm tired of being sad and I'm tired of surviving. I keep telling myself that it'll get better so just hold on. Faith and hope have gone from being nouns to verbs, maybe they should have been this whole time. It is not lost on me that I may have pushed people away or handled things wrong, but never on purpose. I am doing my best and somedays my best is better than others. At the end of the day, I say my prayers and recognize that I do have so much to be thankful for, and for that reset everynight, I am grateful.
Brandon Stephens, Weld County Jail, Wood Group, Sentenced, 5 Years, Prison, NFL, DRDC, Rifle Correctional Center, Colorado Department of Corrections, Jail, Judge Quammen, Steve Wrenn, Weld County, Executive, Oil, Gas, White Collar, Wood, BYU, Masters Degree, Colorado State University, SWIFT, Firefighter, Wildland, Sawyer, Fire, Inmate, Brandon Stokey, Miracles, Centennial Community Correctional Center, Delta Correctional Center, DRDC, Denver Diagnostic and Reception Center, Felony, Sallie Stephens, Greeley Tribune, Judge Thomas Quammen, DA Steve Wrenn, Weld County Court, Oil & Gas,. Halfway House, Centennial Community Correction Center, CCTC, Felon, 416 Fire, Silver Creek Fire, Spring Fire, Cabin Lake Fire

Tuesday, June 19, 2018

I miss my dad but I'm okay

Hi, My name is Elizabeth and I am totally the favorite kid. Anyways I am 11 years old and I am the youngest kid. I love my family so so much. Ever since my dad has been gone itwas so hard but now I have been great. I have been sending my dad riddles and jokes and he responds back and usually gets them correct which is upsetting because I want him to be wrong. Now for the intresting things. The few days after that I found out about my dad was AWFUL!! I was crying and all my friends were coming over and making sure I was okay. At school some kids knew because they went to my church and basically the whole entire church knew. They were mostly my friends that knew. They would ask all these questions like "what did your dad do" and all those questions. It made me confused because my dad is so good and tried to make everyone who was mad happy and it made no sense to me. Then, one night I came home from soccer practice and right on my couch sitting there was Elder Gary Stevenson. He knew my name and I was suprised and shocked. I'll skip all the stuff you probably know already. But then he gave my mom a blessing and right as he was done I felt like everything was perfect. Even at school the kids that said stuff, they wouldn't talk to me which was a good thing. It felt like my dad was home but invisible. I can't believe that is has been 146 DAYS!! That's four months! I like to think of this as a book that is in time order that everone loves. I have been super happy and everything has been amazing but miss my dad and I've realized how much I am loved from so many people! Just know that if you are going through something that it will get better all you have to do is wait and have faith! That was the only things that has really happend that I can say without repeating things. I love my dad and miss him everyday. I am proud of him and love my family. I will probably write on this again so have a good day! 

-Lizza :)



Brandon Stephens, Weld County Jail, Wood Group, Sentenced, 5 Years, Prison, NFL, DRDC, Rifle Correctional Center, Colorado Department of Corrections, Jail, Judge Quammen, Steve Wrenn, Weld County, Executive, Oil, Gas, White Collar, Wood, BYU, Masters Degree, Colorado State University, SWIFT, Firefighter, Wildland, Sawyer, Fire, Inmate, Brandon Stokey, Miracles, Centennial Community Correctional Center, Delta Correctional Center, DRDC, Denver Diagnostic and Reception Center, Felony, Sallie Stephens, Greeley Tribune, Judge Thomas Quammen, DA Steve Wrenn, Weld County Court, Oil & Gas,. Halfway House, Centennial Community Correction Center, CCTC, Felon, 416 Fire, Silver Creek Fire, Spring Fire, Cabin Lake Fire

Thursday, June 14, 2018

Bigfoot in action!



Bigfoot has been spotted in Durango! He is due to come off his shift this weekend for at least two days before being reassigned  Stay tuned for some pretty incredible, scary, funny and interesting stories he will be sharing. We are so excited to see him in action! 


Brandon Stephens, Weld County Jail, Wood Group, Sentenced, 5 Years, Prison, NFL, DRDC, Rifle Correctional Center, Colorado Department of Corrections, Jail, Judge Quammen, Steve Wrenn, Weld County, Executive, Oil, Gas, White Collar, Wood, BYU, Masters Degree, Colorado State University, SWIFT, Firefighter, Wildland, Sawyer, Fire, Inmate, Brandon Stokey, Miracles, Centennial Community Correctional Center, Delta Correctional Center, DRDC, Denver Diagnostic and Reception Center, Felony, Sallie Stephens, Greeley Tribune, Judge Thomas Quammen, DA Steve Wrenn, Weld County Court, Oil & Gas,. Halfway House, Centennial Community Correction Center, CCTC, Felon, 416 Fire, Silver Creek Fire, Spring Fire, Cabin Lake Fire

Saturday, June 9, 2018

Quick Update

Hey there!! Here’s a quick update on my dad:

He’s in Durango, Colorado, fighting a nasty 7,000 acre fire. He’s scheduled to be back in Rifle next Saturday, and he’d love to come back to some letters and emails(; You can follow any fire updates on the 416 Fire Facebook page, or by simply looking it up online!! (Durango fire)

 My dad was super excited to go, as he’d be able to use all he’s learned to help other people, and the fact that they cater food to all the firefighters, so he knew he was gonna eat good!! A new post will be up sometime next week- Thank you for the overwhelming love and support for my dad, it means so much.

- Maggie, Navy, Jack & Elizabeth


Brandon Stephens, Weld County Jail, Wood Group, Sentenced, 5 Years, Prison, NFL, DRDC, Rifle Correctional Center, Colorado Department of Corrections, Jail, Judge Quammen, Steve Wrenn, Weld County, Executive, Oil, Gas, White Collar, Wood, BYU, Masters Degree, Colorado State University, SWIFT, Firefighter, Wildland, Sawyer, Fire, Inmate, Brandon Stokey, Miracles, Centennial Community Correctional Center, Delta Correctional Center, DRDC, Denver Diagnostic and Reception Center, Felony, Sallie Stephens, Greeley Tribune, Judge Thomas Quammen, DA Steve Wrenn, Weld County Court, Oil & Gas,. Halfway House, Centennial Community Correction Center, CCTC, Felon, 416 Fire, Silver Creek Fire, Spring Fire, Cabin Lake Fire

Saturday, June 2, 2018

Help Us So We Can Help You!

After a couple of months of training, testing, practicing and waiting, our inmate fire team was looking forward to Memorial Day Weekend. Historically, the mix of campfires, dry conditions and alcohol have kept firefighters engaged on the last weekend of May for generations. It may sound a little evil that we spend our time looking forward to being deployed onto fires but such is the nature of our craft-and if it means time off my sentence, I'll take the elevator into hell to see my family sooner.

As I've shared in previous posts, we have been extremely busy working on fire mitigation work up around Aspen. It has been a complete 180 degree from spending time locked up at the facility. The hardest part about going out and doing the mitigation, if there is one-is that you are back out in society and the reality that you are an inmate is ten times more real than when you are back at the facility.

We travel to these jobs in our firefighting truck and we travel like any fire crew would. We are driving  through downtown cities, past restaurants and businesses that I'm used to being able to stop at. Everyday on the way to Aspen, we pass through Glenwood Springs and pass a hotel that Sallie and I used to love to stay at-all they times we've stayed there,  I never could have imagined that I'd be passing the hotel in an inmate-filled fire truck.

The other hard part about being out in the community is that people are generally terrified of inmates. And I get it-we're in prison- it's safe to assume that we're dangerous people. But I just have the hardest time seeing the way people react to me. While we were in Aspen, we were cutting trees down around some nice homes. As we were walking along the driveways to one of the homes, one of the homeowners was outside on the sidewalk. Naturally, I said hello and stuck my hand out to shake hands. We're not supposed to interact with people but I forget that all the time and my natural instincts take over. The man looked surprised that my hand was extended to shake his hand. But his response was a sharp reminder of my current position in society, "Forgive me if I don't shake hands with an inmate." I quickly retracted my hand, picked up my chainsaw and continued on to the next area. It's hard to blame the guy-he doesn't know me or anything about who I am.

As great as the mitigation work is, it's not fighting fires. And so when Friday, May 24th rolled around and our crew got the dispatch call that we were waiting for-I could hardly contain my excitement! Four months and one day after being sentenced to prison, I was headed out to my first wildland fire. As I ran down to our building to change into my gear, I couldn't help but marvel at the many miracles that had allowed me to make the firefighting team. I quickly said a prayer thanking my Heavenly Father for the opportunity and in the same breath, I asked that me and the crew would be taken care of-we all have families and we all wanted to see them again.

For security reasons, we are not told where we are going when we leave for a fire. I had called Sallie when we got the call to let her know that we were being dispatched. It was a quick call but one that we had both talked about for weeks. We can be dispatched for up to 21 days so we were both prepared to know that it might be a while before we spoke or saw each other. Dramatically and to make her laugh, I told her to let the kids know that Dad was going to save the world and that I loved them.

Our fire building is called the "dome" because of it's round roof. All of our gear and packs are meticulously organized so that upon dispatch, we are ready to roll. We all dressed out, went through our checklists and loaded onto our buggies. We are organized into two crews of nine. Each team has a buggy. The buggies look a lot like a 4x4 ambulance. There are eight seats in the back that are arranged like a bus. Our buggies are bright neon green. We loaded into the buggies, finished our checklists and our bosses radioed to the facility control tower that SWIFT was motorizing to a fire. It was such a rush to hear the announcement over the radios that we were actually headed to a fire. I reached down, latched my sealt belt, slid open the window on my buggy seat and waved at the 40-50 inmates and guards that had come to see us off. My adrenaline was spiking as we left and make our way down the canyon towards I-70. As we were close to the bottom of the canyon our bosses finally told us that we were heading to Pagosa Springs-near Telluride to the fire that was growing by the minute.

It's hard to describe the feelings that I had as we caravanned down I-70 as a fire crew. I looked around at my fellow inmates and felt a sense of pride-for the first time in months, somebody needed us. Society needed us. As we roared down the freeway with our windows down, it almost felt like we were free men again. Our buggies bare very subtle signs that we are inmates so other people on the road have no ideas that we are inmates. So our fellow motorists have no problem waving and cheering us down the freeway-little kids would wave at us as we passed them-it was almost as if we were heroes!

I was giddy with excitement as we made our way down I-70. After about 30 minutes of waving and blowing kisses to motorists, I settled into my seat and let the breeze blow across my face as I closed my eyes to enjoy the moment. Just as I was settling in, our entire buggy surged and smoke started pouring out of the hood. We pulled over immediately an parked at a rest stop.

Long story short, one hour later we rolled back into the facility with our broken buggy, We had not even made it 30 miles before breaking down. It was humiliating to roll back in and have the same guards and inmates that had just sent us off with cheers, welcome us back with humorous, sarcastic reminders that we are still just inmates-not the heroes we had felt like just minutes before.

Needless to say, we were replaced on the fire by some other crews (with a functioning buggy) and we are now on standing back at the facility until our buggy gets fixed.

My daughter Navy laughed for five minutes straight as I told her the story. She suggested that our motto be- "come help us so we can help you." Love that girl of mine!

*As of this morning-Brandon and his crew were called to a fire near Durango called the 416 fire. I haven't heard from him so the kids and I are assuming they made it. We don't know how long he will be there but luckily we do know where he is and can follow the fire progress online.*

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